I feel
That sometimes, I just feel like l should end my life right now. Then I always go back and think. Wait I don’t have it half as bad as other’s do. I just haven’t “found” myself yet. “I wanna turn the whole thing upside down”-Jack Johnson. I wish I could do that. I’ve done many things that I regret. I hate how people deny things. I just despise it. My friend was just giving me adivise on relationships and how “Whatever Happens, Happens for a Reason”. I guess that is true to an extent. It’s just unbelievable how this wolrd works out. The people, are just so different from one another. What if-Everyone was the same. How would that change things? People, can just blow you’re mind. I don’t understand how the human mind works out. How do we know what’s, what. Or how to act happy when your really sad. How do you act Fake. That would bother’s me. Fake..What is that? It’s just saying that someone isn’t who they really are? It’s just one of those words that bother’s me. I have some, very few friends that actually care about me. I feel like most of my “friends” don’t care at all. Just use me for things. It bother’s me and it hurts a lot. -And as my mind begins to spread it’s wings, There’s no stoppin curiousity-Jack Johnson.
Kady <33333333333333 I care!!!!!!!!!!! And plenty of other people do too! =) Haha, I don’t understand the human mind either so don’t worry. But I know a really good quote. “We are not here to find ourselves, we are here to create ourselves.” You may not have “found” yourself, but you CERTAINLY have created yourself into someone funny, creative, and an overall cool person and great friend! You’re one of the first friends I made through Foreign Congresses, the first I started talking to on AIM, and the only one who’s house I’ve been inside. I promise you you have frineds who care about you!!
And if everyone was the same, that wouldn’t be very interesting.
Everything does happen for a reason…we may never know them, but the world looks out in the grand scheme of things. Don’t feel like there aren’t people out there who care about you! IKWKLC and RMC <33
Feel better =)
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